...But feel terribly alone.
Everywhere I go, I see some groups, chatting, laughing, playing music together, couples kissing each other. I wish I wasn't like I am. I'd like to have a normal life. I'd like to have friends, a girlfriend, find my talent, show my talents to everyone. To be praised, even by two people. To be sure to earn a decent life. I do not ask for millions, only the minimum.
I feel depressed and sad. My only friends are made with Internet.
Everything I listen to or read is gray; even pictures representing love do not comfort me.
I long for a cuddle...Is it normal to long for cuddles for a 20-years-old boy ?
Comfort me...Show me you exist. Show me that this world can be beautiful.









